On Finding My Voice

7 January 2019

I am happy this new year.  It is a true happiness that comes from surrendering to my heart even when there is darkness all around .

My voice is unlocking.  I am singing and dancing and crying and praying and whispering, going inward and embracing outward all that is

A deep fog is lifting and I am the one doing the heavy lifting. 

This is my first blog, my first attempt at publishing longer form, it is the story of my breaking Good .

And it begins here and now at 45 years old , in Mexico , on a sacred mission with my son , lovingly enabled by my life partner , to find ourselves at home wherever we may be, being wholly ourselves and being free.

There is nothing earth shattering here - it is simply one voice .  My voice .  And in my voice are the many and in the many is the one and so it expands and reflects and mirrors until it is encompasses all and embodies life Itself. The divine first light.  And perhaps helps to power the sacred activities that so many of us are engaged in to bring forth the golden age, a new earth, and homo divinus .

so here i am, ignoring the thinking that its too late in linear time, that I've missed the boat, knowing in my heart that i am right on time.

I'd feel honoured if you join me on this journey - which will go where it wants .  I have been finding my way to the present, to being present, and so until now have published naught

I call this blog Heart Trippin.  We have chosen to travel in the americas and leave it mainly open.  Its been challenging to get here but also so very encouraged by all the support we've had especially by friends and Joshua's school. 
Here, there will be honesty and pictures and poems, revelations, frustrations and ideas.  Its only one term of school but it means so much to me to follow my intuition

When Joshua did his Bar Mitzvah last May , a gateway opened, for him, for my family and healing took place .  Part of this journey is to also review that one and illuminate the golden thread that runs through both our stories , our ancestors, our human collective, and beyond.
So it will be random and will jump,  those that know of my work as a Live Visualist will know i am not one for a linear timeline and i sometimes start with the punchline

But it turns out that we can transend timelines !  There are enough old stories to fill 10 earths , I am interested now in the path of the creator .
Stay with me and lets co create the reality that we imagined together a long time ago .

And yes, they'll be some 'normal' discourse too,  i promised his teachers, his grandmas like to know where we are and we are spiritual beings enjoying a human experience so i'll honour the fun daily stuff too !

So far we have been finding our rythmn with travel, within ourselves and with each other - been in Mexico for 2 weeks though it truly feels like longer.   Feel very aware of today, Monday being a back to work and school day for most of the world so this is where it really begins .  Got all of Joshua's school books out on the table and our laptops vigourously planning the next destination after days of uncertainty and just feeliing into what is best..

will reveal all that soon enough, but eyes are droopy and some marine life waits for us at dawn in the Sea of Cortez....